Journal

The hustle and bustle of Christmas time preparations are underway. Our tree and Christmas lights are up way before December 1st rolled in. You see. I love Christmas. It is a beautiful season, with Christmas tree’s, lit up in people’s houses, people mad shopping to find that perfect gift for their family and friends. Every year as my family brings out the Christmas tree and all those beautiful decorations from its usual hiding place, my mind, my thoughts are very far away. It goes back in time and I see your face and my longing for you start to rise up and I can’t stop it. I can’t put you back up onto the shelves and close the door tenderly. Lovingly tucked away, where I can open that door slightly and reminisce about you. Remembering your voice and your smile and your loving eyes. It’s Christmas time that I fall