March 1st, 2018 8 pm
Sometimes, it’s nice to be by yourself.
I relish the moments when I have the house to myself. Relishing in being completely alone and just do what I need and want to do.
Like blaring my music and singing out loud and dancing like a crazy lady.
Going to the library and running my fingers through all those awesome books and wondering how it would be if I could totally absorb each and every line that was in that book and remember everything I have read.
Sitting at a super comfy cafe, with a window seat and a piping cup of java, earplugs in my ear, enjoying my favorite slow tunes, as I type madly into my laptop.
Walks on the beach while its pouring rain. Alone with beautiful nature, where everyone is trying to hide from the rain, except me. I love this the most. I’ve done this often and not one person knows that I do this. Ok, maybe one person does or two, but not many. It’s such a great feeling. So fresh and liberating. So special being out there, in the rain. No cares of what I must look like, soaking wet, my hair sticking to my face and neck, dripping water down my back. I love it! Totally love it.
Sitting on a bench and people watching. I love this too. Watching a couple walk by hand in hand. Wondering how their life is, how long have they been together, will they stay together forever. What does he do to make her happy? What does she do, to make him want to see her every waking hour?
Taking long drives, going down memory lane, as I turn up my music and let the words take me away and find my own meaning to them.
Spending time alone is fulfilling. It is satisfying. It is needed.
You reconnect with yourself and find your meaning. You find your way back to yourself. Your authentic self.
Sometimes its good, to be by yourself.
