“Struggling” Journal Entry April 26, 2019

For the past 3 weeks, I’ve been having such a rough time, mentally and physically.

I’ve been so sad, and down and not feeling like myself at all. Feeling of hopelessness, and not worthy and alone really consumed me to the point that I actually was scaring myself.

I’ve suffered through depression for a very long time now. It shows up unexpectedly, like an old friend whom you’ve had a fight with, and just out of the blue, messages you and wants your company again.

I know my body, my mind, my thoughts, and I thought, this is just another one of those little plunges I go through but will spring back up to my normal self anytime now.

Well, it’s been 3 weeks. I’ve had really bad days. Days that I didn’t and couldn’t get out of bed or go to work or even converse with anyone.

Everything was such a struggle.

Old School Restuarant Review April 2019

For my husbands birthday, we brought him here for brunch.
Old School is located in downtown Toronto, on Dundas Street West.

Upon entering, I instantly liked the feel and vibe. The decor is black and white and tucked away in the corner in front of the entrance is a cute bar, surrounded by black and chrome stools.

The restaurant has plenty of natural light, with its floor to ceiling windows, that brings in all the outside, in.

I love the way the restaurant is open and has a lot of space between patrons who are enjoying their meals. I hate when I go to a place where tables are so crammed together and customers are practically sitting on each other’s lap. To me that’s not the way to enjoy a meal, I need elbow room! Here you can find that, and the ambiance is alive and happy.

One King West Hotel & Residence Review April 2019

For my husband’s birthday, I booked this hotel for our one night stay.

This hotel which is located in the financial district in downtown Toronto in the corner of King & Yonge Street is grandeur and beautiful.Β  The hotel from the outside is very unassuming but as soon as you pull open those big glass doors, it’s a whole new world inside.

Upon entrance, to the right you will find their bar fully stocked and inviting, to your left is a quaint dining area, and dead on center are beautiful and elegant chandeliers hanging so lovely from the ceiling. You can see how this was an actual bank transformed into a hotel, so beautifully done!

We were greeted promptly and were given our room within seconds. Seriously, I mean literally, seconds!

Our room was on the 42nd floor and I was already in heaven, I just love being up so high. Our view had both of two worlds; city and partial lake view. We were so fine with that. The view was awesome during the afternoon, at night was even more spectacular!

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“Struggling” Journal Entry April 26, 2019

For the past 3 weeks, I’ve been having such a rough time, mentally and physically.

I’ve been so sad, and down and not feeling like myself at all. Feeling of hopelessness, and not worthy and alone really consumed me to the point that I actually was scaring myself.

I’ve suffered through depression for a very long time now. It shows up unexpectedly, like an old friend whom you’ve had a fight with, and just out of the blue, messages you and wants your company again.

I know my body, my mind, my thoughts, and I thought, this is just another one of those little plunges I go through but will spring back up to my normal self anytime now.

Well, it’s been 3 weeks. I’ve had really bad days. Days that I didn’t and couldn’t get out of bed or go to work or even converse with anyone.

Everything was such a struggle.

Old School Restuarant Review April 2019

For my husbands birthday, we brought him here for brunch.
Old School is located in downtown Toronto, on Dundas Street West.

Upon entering, I instantly liked the feel and vibe. The decor is black and white and tucked away in the corner in front of the entrance is a cute bar, surrounded by black and chrome stools.

The restaurant has plenty of natural light, with its floor to ceiling windows, that brings in all the outside, in.

I love the way the restaurant is open and has a lot of space between patrons who are enjoying their meals. I hate when I go to a place where tables are so crammed together and customers are practically sitting on each other’s lap. To me that’s not the way to enjoy a meal, I need elbow room! Here you can find that, and the ambiance is alive and happy.

One King West Hotel & Residence Review April 2019

For my husband’s birthday, I booked this hotel for our one night stay.

This hotel which is located in the financial district in downtown Toronto in the corner of King & Yonge Street is grandeur and beautiful.Β  The hotel from the outside is very unassuming but as soon as you pull open those big glass doors, it’s a whole new world inside.

Upon entrance, to the right you will find their bar fully stocked and inviting, to your left is a quaint dining area, and dead on center are beautiful and elegant chandeliers hanging so lovely from the ceiling. You can see how this was an actual bank transformed into a hotel, so beautifully done!

We were greeted promptly and were given our room within seconds. Seriously, I mean literally, seconds!

Our room was on the 42nd floor and I was already in heaven, I just love being up so high. Our view had both of two worlds; city and partial lake view. We were so fine with that. The view was awesome during the afternoon, at night was even more spectacular!

ABOUT ME

Wife, mother of 3, owner of 2 rottie's, foodie lover & wanderlust. "My level of maturity depends on who I'm with".....

LET'S CONNECT

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“Struggling” Journal Entry April 26, 2019

For the past 3 weeks, I’ve been having such a rough time, mentally and physically.

I’ve been so sad, and down and not feeling like myself at all. Feeling of hopelessness, and not worthy and alone really consumed me to the point that I actually was scaring myself.

I’ve suffered through depression for a very long time now. It shows up unexpectedly, like an old friend whom you’ve had a fight with, and just out of the blue, messages you and wants your company again.

I know my body, my mind, my thoughts, and I thought, this is just another one of those little plunges I go through but will spring back up to my normal self anytime now.

Well, it’s been 3 weeks. I’ve had really bad days. Days that I didn’t and couldn’t get out of bed or go to work or even converse with anyone.

Everything was such a struggle.

Old School Restuarant Review April 2019

For my husbands birthday, we brought him here for brunch.
Old School is located in downtown Toronto, on Dundas Street West.

Upon entering, I instantly liked the feel and vibe. The decor is black and white and tucked away in the corner in front of the entrance is a cute bar, surrounded by black and chrome stools.

The restaurant has plenty of natural light, with its floor to ceiling windows, that brings in all the outside, in.

I love the way the restaurant is open and has a lot of space between patrons who are enjoying their meals. I hate when I go to a place where tables are so crammed together and customers are practically sitting on each other’s lap. To me that’s not the way to enjoy a meal, I need elbow room! Here you can find that, and the ambiance is alive and happy.

One King West Hotel & Residence Review April 2019

For my husband’s birthday, I booked this hotel for our one night stay.

This hotel which is located in the financial district in downtown Toronto in the corner of King & Yonge Street is grandeur and beautiful.Β  The hotel from the outside is very unassuming but as soon as you pull open those big glass doors, it’s a whole new world inside.

Upon entrance, to the right you will find their bar fully stocked and inviting, to your left is a quaint dining area, and dead on center are beautiful and elegant chandeliers hanging so lovely from the ceiling. You can see how this was an actual bank transformed into a hotel, so beautifully done!

We were greeted promptly and were given our room within seconds. Seriously, I mean literally, seconds!

Our room was on the 42nd floor and I was already in heaven, I just love being up so high. Our view had both of two worlds; city and partial lake view. We were so fine with that. The view was awesome during the afternoon, at night was even more spectacular!

ABOUT ME

Wife, mother of 3, owner of 2 rottie's, foodie lover & wanderlust. "My level of maturity depends on who I'm with".....

LET'S CONNECT

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